Letters to Mason: Three Months

Our little Mason is three months old and he continues to grow and develop at what seems to us like the speed of light. We were always warned to cherish every second of every day and every opportunity with Mason because we'd blink and he'd be walking. I now realize that this is not only true, but as much as I'm happy and proud of Mason's development, I'm also saddened a bit by the realization that every day that passes might be the last time he does something.

The dust has settled in the Tezna household. The extra help has returned to their normal life (thank you Nana for your extended stay) and now we fall into a routine that is our family. Whereas normally we would be enrolling him in Day Care, Mason has the blessing of being cared for by my parents. Though we are no less crazy about him not being in our permanent care, life must continue and we must return to work so we can make money and continue to buy Mason Disney onesies (and perhaps pay our mortgage). 

Day by day, I miss not having time with Mason. I used to dread the arrival of Mondays because I didnt want to return to work and now I dread them because it means another 5 days of me coming home to a sleeping or (sleepy and cranky) Mason and basically no time for me to spend with him. I never thought this would be something I'd deal with. I never thought I'd struggle with not seeing my baby awake on a daily basis. I miss him so much I want to take him to work with me- but people may start to wonder if I do work and then I won't have a job and Mason will not have anymore Disney onesies. 

Mason has grown so much this month. I think this is the defining moment of transition between being an infant and being a baby. He is so strong, always wanting to sit up, or stand up. Started to pull on everything in front of him... Started grabbing toys and bringing them to his mouth (yum). Mason has also transitioned into  a bigger flow of bottle nipples and all of this just makes me realize that this little man is just developing, becoming stronger and more independent. 

He talks, he talks so much! He loves to laugh and cackle. I can usually get him to cackle by burying my head into the crook of his neck and make kissing sounds or make funny noises while holding him and looking at him straight in the eyes. we've seemed to have developed a special bond that he doesnt have with others... he will do /let me do certain things to him that will make him laugh out loud! 

Mason loves the minute he hears Mickey Mouse club house specially the "hot dog" song. he loves it and starts to move his feet and arms like crazy and squeal. (it's quite a sight). 

Dear Mason

Mommy and I are so incredibly proud of you for your accomplishments and development. It is so clear that you try so hard to do the things you do (sit up, talk, laugh, roll). We are so honored to have been chosen to be your parents. God has blessed us with an amazing bond that we share with you and to say that you have completed our family is an understatement. We dont know how we ever lived a day without you in it. Mommy cries everytime you leave the house to go to grandma's. We love you so much little man.